• Treading the uncertainty •

i Can't explain what i'm feeling right now, what i actually want, and what is supposed to be the right decision. it's all in a big mess. the feeling that you want to cry, your eyes are welling up, but somehow the tears just ain't falling...it just ain't there.

the feeling that you have to take it one step at a time, but the thing is, you don't know where this freakin' staircase leads.

the uncertainty makes me retreat in a reverie which i can't classify as happy or sad. I can't imagine this happening to us...a story worthy not only as a hollywood box office hit..but more as an independent art film. i just can't imagine how it ends.


i'm pretty sure everything's gonna be fine, i'm just not sure if i'm gonna be fine with how everything's gonna be.